A journey

Never as you think.

I came to you in the night
Did you call my name, ?....I heard you hissing
I could see your breath, your darkness...
All choices removed.. No turning back

Pulling me closer and without warning
I'm inside you
Fighting we writhe...each of us trying to take control
You bite .... We writhe...twist and turn
Your darkness rolling through my very being
I push harder...faster.. Breaths thick and fast
you push back
You give nothing...you take everything
I hang on to you desperately
You give me glimpses of your beauty and snatch them away as quickly
And the night stands still
I feel your breath and you scratch at my eyes, my soul
I give up and you take me, deeper and deeper
there is no end to your darkness, twisting turning ...I feel you wrap around me
Closing the doors behind us there is no going back
I give in as you remove all mercy....you ..with darkness in your heart
You demand control, demand submission
I buckle ... I conform....
And in an instant it's over and I am out of you

I see your curves in the morning light
You are different...no longer the demon
Your beauty engulfs me as I trace you over and over
Touching you... Seeing you....smelling you
Your image explodes around me driving my senses
Part of me wants to be in you forever, storing the images you give me
Savouring the memories you create for me
Randomly....
You still show me your darkness, from the corner of my eye
Reminding me of your bite...what you can become
I feel you surrounding me and I feel one...complete

And then as fast as we're entwined I am out if you...
On my way...leaving you....no looking back
Will we ever meet again?
Will I ever see your luscious beauty or feel your hissing breath...?
Will we ever share the writhing torment again...our one night..?

If never...know one thing
You command and deserve my respect....and this I give you

homai a koutou i toku whatura katoa

Waioeka gorge..... Winter 2014
Driving to Gisborne